February 2012
1 post
October 2011
3 posts
August 2011
1 post
Stop Hating Your Body: It's okay if you don't... →
randomlancila:
You call me fat. Okay, well…first of all, that’s pretty obvious. Second of all, you say that like it’s a bad thing. Like it’s an insult. And that ship sailed long ago. Fat is not on my list of ‘bad things people can be’. Hell, my favorite piece of jewelry is a necklace that…
May 2011
3 posts
walking…as far as the legs can take me away. The further the better. :)
wait wait wait wait wait wait wait! I am hating that word already! Go hang it on the tau-geh tree!
Taking charge of my life. It’s the pain versus the resources i have that enables me to handle the pain. I have to up my pain handling resources. I have to make myself useful. I’m going to book an appointment to donate blood. And thereafter to see a councellor. I want to be strong, I will be strong. For myself.
February 2011
1 post
A tool? Maybe. Actually, should be. I mean, there’s no other way to decipher their actions.
January 2011
2 posts
I love you!!! it felt so good talking to you. my whole body was shaking. muack
December 2010
2 posts
“Stability impaired…mind missing :(”
Inevitably, love hurts. Any form of love and the equation still totals to hurt. When man can free himself from all form of earthly feelings, he will succeed. Detaching myself from this world…bit by bit.
I'm back
A very bad start to the new year and half a day into it, the rotten luck still lingers. Going for lunch with the three at home, the three from another home and the biggest idiot alive on earth at the moment.
Obviously I’m fuming. Somebody up there totally despices me, that I know for sure.
Boom of another year. 364 days left for me to learn self-loving.
Mayan prophecies should come...
October 2010
2 posts
Say yes to vegetarianism
Coming from Singapore, I’m a Hindu from a predominantly tamil speaking community that has it’s roots from Thanjai, Tamil Nadu, India. Orthdox Hinduism is so diverse, it differs from village to village. But when one moves away from the country, part of that orthodox-ness(is that the word) is lost. Like my paternal grandfather, Mr Packirisamy Pillai. He was a Saiva Pillai by caste and amongst all...
Gopala: Y indirectly? Directly saying, u fat lah! Unmaiya soldrathukku en payapadanum! Hahahah ;)
September 2010
1 post
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August 2010
1 post
when giving something, never expect something else in return. Expectation only returns disappointment.
June 2010
2 posts
“Once again, every bad thing in life makes you a stronger person. So take...”
I don’t believe this. My family is and will be totally receptive of an inter religious marriage. And yet I am subjected to an inter-caste marriage dilemma. Bingo; I’m Hindu. And he’s Brahmin…I’m not. And the biggest problem…I eat meat, he doesn’t. I’m trying to go fully vegetarian. Difficult when you’re living in Singapore, the food paradise. I...
May 2010
7 posts
“I don’t want to kill myself, but i always go to bed hoping I won’t...”
You can cut me up, there will be no blood.
I’m immortal, and i bring doom.
Sadness lurks if I’m near.
i might have said a bit too much! omg! this is bad! control control! why does it always happen to me only. falling for all the forbidden! and i might have revealed a bit too much! shoot me somebody! engulf me whole, gaia!
It’s the time of the month I detest being a female. Bloody(pun intended) thing just has to make it’s appearance when I have exam to study for! :(
It’s so pain and I’m off schedule because of it! :(
Girls...yen kelvikku pathil, itho! →
And then I think, I may actually be falling for an imperfect person. And…it’s wrong on all grounds! And, I’m frightened!
Control the heart, please!
April 2010
24 posts
Transmission line is going to haunt me forever! :( i could have gotten 25 marks for that qn! i am a total screwup! I study so hard and yet screwup. i screwup either way! FML!
Self-Diagnosis: I’m depressed. If not, I wouldn’t be eating so much and crying all the time. :(
Happy me.
atwistofgreen:
New hairdo, shopping n lots more. All by myself.
Way to go Lubbie!!!
I want my old self back…where is she? I don’t know myself anymore :(
You torture me! Yes you do!
My romance index: 82/100
According to your score, you are romance typified! Rose petals, poignant poetry, tall glasses of wine, touching moments, and sweet words are all loving gestures that you love to receive as well as offer. Romance is very important to you, and quite likely an aspect that you consider fundamental in relationships. Keep in mind however, that problems may arise if you are with someone who really...
“But I still am a hopeless romantic, nevertheless. And, Indian guys seriously...”
– Nidta the Ducky
“ When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving oneself, and one always...”
– Oscar Wilde
Maybe…Maybe Not :(
Next on my list: PADI Natl Geographic Diver! →
mooding out
warning warning…my mood’s sinking to it’s lowest. I need a boost! I need peace. I need a holiday!
Exams have made me anti social!
i need a chillout session! asap! let’s go zoo?
pretty please please please!
Shhhh!
I’m mugging overnight in school tonight! And all alone! I guess, this is my kind of adrenaline. The unexplained and me. Amma once said, “If you plan to live alone all your life, you got to brave it all out.” Today I am braving my fear for the dark and the unknown. Tomorrow I will catch a lizard :)
Oh and Amma doesn’t know I’m alone. So…hush hush!
Read, memorize, improvise and sing it to me in...
Movie Name: Gentleman (1993) Singer: Balasubrahmanyam SP, Sujatha Music Director: Rahman AR Year: 1993 Producer: Kunjumon KT Director: Shankar Actors: Arjun, Goundamani, Madhubala, Senthil
en veettuth thoattaththil poovellam kaettuppaar en veettu jannal kambi ellaamae kaettuppaar en veettuth thennangeetrai ippoadhae kaettuppaar un paeraich chollumae
un veettuth thoattaththil poovellam...
“Life is a big fat stinking piece of crap”
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It’s official. I’m a failure. I can never do things right anymore. What happened to the Nidta from 2002-2005? I’ve lost her totally. Sigh! I’m undergoing depression. I am not available! :(
Feeling very impartial to everything. Needing my space. where are u when i need you? why did u leave? do you know how much you’re killing me inside because of your absence? i need you PEACE!